Today, I found out that a girl that I liked is now engaged. I am super happy for her. While I don’t really know the guy, I can tell that he makes her happy and that he would take good care of her. However, I think I would be lying if I said it wasn’t hard to hear that news. The emo part of me put Adele’s “Someone like you” on repeat for at least an hour. After that, I had to stop otherwise I would get more depressed. It doesn’t help that I’m still sick.

The rest of the day was basically spent trying to process this new information and not getting depressed. It was quite a feat to try and manage that. I was also supposed to meet up with a friend today but decided that resting is probably the wisest choice I can do. Today was just a really tough day physically, emotionally and spiritually.

Join me on this journey.